I see a girl wearing a mask; a mask that sometimes even tricks her into believing it.
These are some of my favorite photos from the past couple weeks. On the surface I look happy and peaceful but inside I’m very broken and slowly trying to heal. But who could ever tell?
I finally after 7 months of quitting my extremely toxic job got another job that pays much better even though it’s retail (Lowe’s) and I never wanted to dive back into retail. But money.
So I got a new job, was very happy about that and hoping it would relieve some stress but nope, stress intensified.
Then, on top of everything already going on, I finally reached my final breaking point one night (I think it was the night before my morning interview for work tbh) I ended up breaking up with my boyfriend which was very hard. It’s still very hard. It was getting to be a toxic relationship and it wasn’t growing or evolving at all and I tried so many approaches to work though things but nothing was working so I finally snapped. I still love him but I couldn’t keep tolerating things I did for so long. I couldn’t keep turning a blind eye to things I once did because I was in a love bubble. My bubble got popped and I was faced with the hard reality of things and it was and is really hard and it’s not even over yet, there’s still some loose ends I’ve got to fix and things I’ve got to get out and I’ve been working and trying to keep my mental health stable as I can and to not spiral out of control which is very hard. But I’m trying.
